March 12, 1995, 4:55 P.M.

VAL GET ME OUT OF HERE! I don't care about school I don't care about the future I just can't stand it any more

They're sending me away to fucking medieval detention camp with corporal punishment do you understand? I know you're going to tell me to just stick it out, well you're not the one being hit you're not the one being singled out at church every Sunday as an example you're not walking the halls at school in fear because all the guys think you're a whore so they can grab and jeer all they want

Either I want to run away or I want to kill them like Judith killed her oppressors but the Bible says thou shalt not kill ... I don't understand the Bible any more

I'm coming to stay with you

P.