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Interview: Christian
Chambers
N = Detective Terrence Nelson
C = Christian Chambers
N: Christian, lets go back over this again.
Lets talk about Crystal Taylors murder. Let me
ask you up front, did you do this? Did you stab her to
death?
C: No. I didnt do it. Ive told you, Dale did
it.
N: Dales dead isnt he? He isnt here to
back you up on that. I think you knew exactly what you were
doing. I think you went to the Big Star where you knew
Crystal and Dale would be waiting for the bus. You wanted to
get Dale out of skating. You wanted him to stay in Oxford.
You thought hed do that if his sister was out of the
way. You knew she wanted out of skating. You have access to
lots of money. You promised to help her get out of Oxford,
get out of skating, maybe disappear. I think you and she
planned to stage a kidnapping didnt you? You figured
Dale would turn to you for support. Youd be the big
hero.
C: No. No, nothing like that. I didnt think anything
like that. It was Dale, Dale was the one that talked about
staging a kidnapping. That was his idea. Not mine. That was
after hed killed her, a way to cover it up.
N: I think you went over there with that in mind and then
she wouldnt go for it. I think you got ugly, I think
you pushed her around, I think you threatened her with the
gun. Dale saw you were serious, he pulled out his knife to
defend his sister. You turned the gun on him didnt
you? I think he was going for you and Crystal got in the
way. He stabbed her instead didnt he? In the back when
she tried to get out of the way. He dropped the knife and
ran for help and you panicked. It wasnt like you
thought it would be. Everything went wrong didnt it?
Crystal fell on the crates and you picked up that knife and
stabbed her didnt you? You didnt mean to do it.
I dont think you wanted to kill her, but you had no
choice, she was hurt. See this picture, Christian? This
stabbed her through the lung. She was gasping for breath
wasnt she? She was dying. There was no way your plan
would work, she had to disappear so you were forced to kill
her, you didnt want to but you had to didnt
you?
C: No, ah, no, oh God, I didnt do that. I wasnt
there. I never saw the knife. She was already dead.
Ive told you over and over I wasnt there.
N: Did you think you were helping Dale, Christian? Did
you think she was already dying and you would end her
suffering?
C: She was dead. I didnt kill her.
N: I think you went after Dale. You convinced him
hed killed Crystal. He was panicked but youre
his friend, youve always helped him out and you were
going to help him out this time, too. Youd help cover
up his crime. You convinced him to help you get Crystal and
the luggage out of there. I think you took the blanket out
of your car and wrapped Crystal in it before Dale could see
her. You told him you were helping him so he wouldnt
have to see, but it was really so he wouldnt know you
stabbed her after he left wasnt it? Then you got him
to help you load her into the car. He was probably in shock
wasnt he? Leaning on you for support. You had to help
him.
C: Thats not the way it happened. I swear I
didnt do anything to Crystal. She was already dead.
Yeah, he was in shock. He was babbling, he was scared,
crying...ah, he, it was...no, I didnt kill her, he
did.
N: Thats why you had to shoot Dale wasnt it
Christian? At the cemetery you realized that if you left the
blanket around Crystal itd be traced back to you. You
had to take it off. Dale saw what youd done and he
turned on you didnt he? Thats why you fought.
You realized there was no way you were going to get away
with this. Crystal was dead, Dale knew you did it, he
wasnt going to go along with you this time was he? You
made him fill in that grave at gunpoint didnt you?
What did he say to you Christian? Did he say he hated you?
He wanted to see you dead? You realized you only had one
choice, he had to die, too. You were backed into a corner
werent you? You had to shoot him. He just
wouldnt understand how it could work out. He said you
couldnt fix it this time, he wouldnt listen to
reason, isnt that right?
C: No, he didnt understand, he, he thought he could
just go on, pretend nothing happened. He was...cold,
heartless. He quit crying and got, got strange, mean...he,
ah, I...I dont know. I dont know what
happened.
N: So, he got strange, mean, he turned his back on you
and you pulled the trigger. He pushed you too far,
didnt he?
C: Uh, I dont know. I, he wasnt Dale. He was
someone else, it wasnt real, I dont know what
happened, why it happened.
N: Christian, I want to believe the best of you, I
dont think you planned to kill Crystal. I think you
were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Either you
killed her in cold blood or you wanted to help your friend
and Crystals death was an awful part of that.
C: I didnt do that. Dale killed her. She was dead when
I knew what happened.
N: Christian, you want me to believe that you
werent involved in Crystals death. What do you
think happened to Crystal?
C: She wanted out of skating. She didn't want to have
anything to do with her family or with him. I think he tried
to stop her and she wouldn't let him and he killed her.
N: Do you think thats what happened or was
something else going on?
C: Something else?
N: Was Dale raping Crystal? Did she tell him no more? Did
she fight back? Did you try to defend her, Christian?
C: Huh? Uh, thats crazy.
N: Was she going to tell, was she going to expose Dale
and ruin his career that way? Did you protect Dale by
killing her?
C: Thats, thats just...no way. Dale didnt
rape Crystal. He wouldnt. He didnt, did he? He
couldnt have.
N: Do you think maybe Crystal caused this to happen,
maybe did something to bring on this attack?
C: Huh uh, no. She was, she was a sweet girl. She
wasnt, she wouldnt hurt anyone. Dale, he just
must have snapped, I dont know. He was sick.
N: Christian, you want me to believe you didnt kill
Crystal.
C: I didnt. Dale killed her. I told you, he said he
did it. He was, he was out of his mind.
N: How can you prove to me you didnt do this?
C: I guess I cant. I didnt kill Crystal. I
wasnt there. I was on-line with Tania when Dale showed
up at my house. You know he was there. She was already dead.
There wasnt anything I could do about it, she was
already dead.
N: Are you willing to take a polygraph test?
C: Yeah. Yes, Ill take one. I didnt have
anything to do with Crystals murder.
N: Okay, Christian, lets go back over what happened
that night. You got home from the campus library when?
C: About 4:00 in the afternoon.
N: Then what did you do?
C: I took a shower and I called Dale to say good-bye. We
didnt talk long, they were ready for dinner. I made
myself something to eat and watched the news. Then I studied
for awhile, took a short nap, got up again and had something
to eat and then I went on-line around 2:00 I think.
N: You were on-line with Ms. Hotchkiss?
C: Yeah. We were on-line when Dale came in.
N: That was when?
C: It was about 4:00 or a few minutes after.
N: How did Dale get in, he didnt knock on the
door?
C: No. He knew where I hid a spare key to the kitchen door,
he used that and came in.
N: Tell me what happened.
C: He was out of breath, shaking, had blood and dirt on him,
crying, I couldnt figure out what was going on. I
thought hed been in an accident. He kept saying I had
to help him. I tried to get him to calm down and he said
Crystal was hurt. We ran downstairs and I grabbed my jacket
and asked him where she was, and he said she was dead at
Eastgate. He said hed killed her. That stopped me. I
just stood there for a minute I think, and stared at him. I
couldnt understand what he was saying. He was out of
his mind really. He was crying and incoherent. He kept
begging me to help him. He said all kinds of things, like we
have to bury her, then he talked about driving to Memphis
and throwing her body off a bridge and saying shed
been kidnapped, and all sorts of crazy things. Then he just
stopped and seemed to get himself together a bit. He said we
could stage it as a kidnapping and both go to Mexico or
South America or someplace like we used to talk about and
everyone would think hed been kidnapped, too. Then he
broke down again and started begging for help. From there it
all seems like a dream.
N: Go on. What did you do next?
C: Dale started grabbing things. I remember he grabbed the
blanket off the couch and we went in the kitchen. He
wouldnt let me turn on the light. He kept saying we
had to hurry. I remember I got a flashlight out of the
kitchen cupboard and then we were outside and Dale was
getting shovels and things out of the shed. He kept saying
we had to hurry up, we had to hurry up. I dont know
what I was thinking. I remember feeling confused and unreal
and thinking we had to go help Crystal. I dont think
it had sunk in that she was dead, but Dale was acting so
strange I think I knew it was real bad. Its hard to
remember exactly. Some things are real clear, like a
photograph, other things are blurry and dreamlike and
Im not sure if they happened or if they are from
nightmares Ive had.
N: At this point you had the shovels, a flashlight, the
blanket, what else?
C: I cant remember. I think a few bags from the shed,
plastic bags. Dale must have brought the gun out then, but I
didnt even know we had it until later.
N: And you put all this in your Honda?
C: Yeah. We did and Dale kept saying to hurry up. I remember
I dropped the keys a few times.
N: You were driving?
C: Yeah. Dale wasnt in any shape to drive. I guess I
wasnt either, but I did. We drove up McLarty and the
bus was there in front of the Big Star so we stopped to wait
for it to leave. I kept asking Dale where Crystal was and he
finally said she was in the back behind the shopping center.
We had to wait for what seemed like hours but it wasnt
long. Thats when Dale told me what happened. He said
theyd been fighting. He kept saying that Crystal
wanted to ruin everything, that she was going to quit. He
said she wouldnt listen to him, wouldnt listen
to reason. He said he just wanted her to skate through the
next Olympics but she wouldnt agree. He called her
names, called her selfish, said she could do anything she
wanted she didnt need skating but he did. She could go
to college and be happy, he said the only thing he had was
what hed get out of skating and she was going to take
it away from him. She didnt care. He said she picked
up her bags and was going to leave right then and started
walking to the phones. He said he wouldnt let her go
there so she went around the building and she wouldnt
stop. He said he kept yelling at her to stop and she kept
going so he ran after her and killed her. He kept saying I
should understand why he had to do it. He said she made him
do it. He was crying and saying he didnt mean to kill
her, and things like why didnt she listen and why was
she so selfish. Then I asked him if he was sure if she was
really dead. I said maybe we should call an ambulance or
something. Then he got really excited and said yeah, maybe
she really isnt dead, maybe everything will be okay,
and then the bus pulled out and he was saying go,
go and we have to get over there and like that. So we
went over behind the shopping center and Dale jumped out of
the car almost before I stopped it, and started running
around the side. I went after him and he was crying
hysterically. I went over, and she was there, it was, there
was nothing anyone could do. So much blood, it
was....unreal, awful. I thought I was going to throw up. I
went back around the side of the building and sat down. I
couldnt breath, I couldnt think, I couldnt
believe it. Then, the next thing I knew Dale was there and
he was crying and we were both crying and he kept saying we
had to do something. The next thing I remember, Dale was
standing there and he was carrying Crystal in the blanket
and telling me to help him. We put her in the back of the
car and Dale was talking about what to do next and how we
didnt have much time. It was terrible. We
couldnt fit the luggage in the back with Crystal in
there so we put what we could under the back seat and
dragged the rest into a drainage ditch. Dale was begging me
to think of something and to hurry, hurry. I said we had to
bury her. It was all I could think of at the time. I was
emotionally distraught, I couldnt absorb everything
and I just focused on the idea that we had to bury her. I
thought of St. Peters and I started driving there.
When we got there, there was a grave not far from the road
that looked fresh and I thought of burying her there, no one
would think of looking in a fresh grave for a body that
didnt belong there.
N: It was your idea to go to the cemetery then?
C: Yeah. I guess it was. I just kept thinking we had to bury
her, you know? We couldnt just dump her someplace, I
couldnt do that.
N: You didnt call anyone else? You didnt
think of calling the police, going to a hospital?
C: She was dead. Dale killed her. It was unreal, like a
dream. There wasnt anything I could do about it. It
happened and Dale was my friend. He was begging me to help.
I didnt know what to think, what to do. There
wasnt time to think. Time just kept moving forward and
Dale kept saying hurry, hurry and I had to think of one
thing at a time to keep moving and thats what I
thought of. I wish I had called somebody. I wish I had done
things differently. If I had, Dale would be alive. I really
blew it, I really screwed up, he was counting on me and I
didnt come through. I know that. Dont you know I
know that? I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could
make it different. I wish they were both alive now. I
cant change it, I cant change anything. I
dont know how I can go on living with this. I
dont think I will ever be able to forgive myself.
N: But you went to the cemetery and you planned to bury
Crystal, what did you do?
C: Yeah. I was so scared, I didnt know what else to
do. Dale got Crystal out of the car and I guess I was just
standing there looking at him and he wanted me to help carry
her, and I just couldnt do it. So she was on the
ground and then we had the shovels, and I really dont
remember exactly everything, and we dug the grave and Dale
was scared it was going to get light or someone would come
and we were rushing and we couldnt use the flashlight.
All I really remember is the motion of digging. Up and down
and hurry and hurry. Then when it was time to cover her up I
couldnt stand it. I took off her jacket and put it
under her head. I know it sounds funny, but somehow it was
the only thing I could do for her and I did. I couldnt
put the dirt on her. Dale got hysterical and grabbed the
shovel and started shoveling it in. He was talking to her
but I dont remember all he was saying, it was
upsetting me. He was telling her why did you have to make me
do it and why wouldnt you listen and it was sounding
like he wasnt sorry at all, but he was crying. It was
so unreal. I didnt know this person. This person was
not Dale.
N: And then what happened, Christian.
C: I, I dont, Im not sure. I dont know.
The gun was there.
N: Where did the gun come from, Christian.
C: I dont know. Dale must have brought it from the
house. I didnt take it.
N: But you had it in the cemetery.
C: Yeah, it was there. On the ground.
N: Did you see anyone else at the cemetery, anyone that
might have seen you?
C: No. No, there wasnt anyone around at all.
N: So it was just you and Dale.
C: Yeah, just us.
N: And Dale was filling in the grave over his sister and
talking to her.
C: Yeah, uh, yeah.
N: And then what happened, Christian?
C: I, he was talking to me then. He wanted me to finish
covering up the grave. I didnt want to. He said he was
tired and I had to help him. I think I was kind of in shock
then. He got mad at me. He kicked me and that sort of woke
me up. I got up and we started arguing.
N: What were you arguing about?
C: I, ah, it was, he was changing his mind. He was saying I
had to drive him to Memphis so he could make his flight. It
was crazy. I said how was he going to just go to Colorado by
himself? I said what happened to going to Mexico and the
kidnapping? He laughed and said it was stupid. I
couldnt understand. I said he couldnt just go on
like this hadnt happened, and he said why not? He was
so, he was so different. I said to come on, lets hurry
and finish this and get out of here, and he said no way was
he going to. He laughed at me. He said I was pathetic. I
asked him how he could get me involved in this thing and
just laugh at me. He said I was always that way,
everyones doormat. I couldnt believe it. This
was my friend. The person Id spent most of my life
helping and he was calling me pathetic and a doormat. I
grabbed his arms and shook him, I said he didnt know
what he was saying. He hit me. Knocked me down. He turned
around and started shoveling again and said that no one
would believe he killed Crystal. He said I had to help now
or if he had to, hed make sure everyone knew I killed
her. He was laughing at me. He betrayed me. I saw everything
in my life destroyed in that one minute. I saw how he
didnt care about anything he did, anything. He
didnt care about Crystal, he didnt care about
me, he didnt care about anyone. He was laughing. It
was crazy.
N: He laughed at you, he hurt you, you picked up the gun
and shot him didnt you Christian?
C: Uh, I, the gun was in my hand. I dont know how, and
then he was dead. He was gone. I wanted to take it back. I
didnt mean to. I just wanted him to stop saying those
things. I, what had I done? In one instant, one movement,
everything was changed. I couldnt, I didnt want
him to be dead. I wanted to turn around and run and make it
all go away. Wake up and find out it was a dream. But it
wasnt. It hasnt gone away. I cant change
anything. Ive thought about dying. I tried, but I
cant. Ill never be able to live with what
Ive done. I dont know how Ive gotten this
far.
N: Im going to ask Deputy Wise to step in for
minute here, Christian.
N: Deputy, Christian Chambers here has just told me that
he did shoot his friend Dale Taylor in the heat of the
moment and hes feeling very sorry about that,
isnt that right Christian?
C: Ah, yeah, I did that and Id do anything to take it
back.
- N: Christian Im going to ask you to sit here
with Deputy Wise and get this down on paper. I want to
thank you for your honesty, son. Youre doing the
right thing by getting this all out now. Well be
talking again a bit later.
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