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Evidence: Excerpts of Letters from Kurt Ripley to Andrea Stover | |
YOKNAPATAWPHA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT
As recorded in the Inventory of Items Taken into Evidence from the Victim's Residence, the Yoknapatawpha County Sheriff's Department collected as evidence five hundred forty-eight (548) letters addressed to Andrea Stover at the Yoknapatawpha County Adult Local Detention Facility. Included in that number were twenty-one (21) letters from Kurt Ripley (Evidence #s 000133-21-346 through 000133-21-366) Yoknapatawpha County Sheriff's Department representatives have examined those letters and assembled the following excerpts from the Ripley letters. These excerpts were determined to be potentially relevant to the Andrea Stover Homicide investigation and are typical of the content of all letters from Kurt Ripley. Letter 1 Postmark Oxford June 1, 2000 Hey Andrea, I know it might seem kind of weird for me to write you, given all the bull---- that just happened. I want you to know I thought it was bull----. What I said, I said because they made me. I didnt want to do it. And I told them no way will I say anything else they wanted me to say. As far as Im concerned, they can go to hell. I wanted to tell you this in person, but I never got a chance. We never really knew each other before all this happened. I hope you dont mind me writing you. Kurt. End excerpt End excerpt Letter 2 Postmark Oxford June 3, 2000 Hey Andrea, Its me again. I hope you arent weirded out because Im writing you. We never really talked before at rehearsal about much. But I feel like I know a lot about you just from watching you and hearing you talk about the play. I feel like I was part of your work and in a way thats like knowing you. I always wanted to talk with you, but I never had a chance. I didnt know what to say. Youre not like the girls I know at school, for sure. And my moms friends, forget it. They just talk about decorating and parties all the time. I guess Im trying to say youre different from anyone else I know and I wish there was a way to get to know you better. Maybe you could write me back? Kurt. End excerpt Letter 3 Postmark Oxford June 7, 2000 Andrea, I was kind of hoping you would write me back. Thats OK. We never really got to know each other. Ill keep writing you and that way youll get more comfortable with me. Then you can write me back. Maybe I could even come visit you. I wont pressure you, but all you have to do is write and Id be up for whatever. I saw Frank today. He said you probably wouldnt try appealing the case. I said I knew you, I knew you would keep fighting for whats right. I said I bet him $20 you would fight back, but he chickened out. I guess he didnt want to admit that maybe I knew you better than him. But I just know youll fight back. Youre a rebel. It might not seem like it, but Im a rebel too. Sure, get good grades and all that, did you know I want to be a doctor? My parents are doctors too, but I dont want to be like them. Theyre all uptight and only care about money, not their patients. Not me, Im going to go to Africa and help fight AIDS. Thats what I mean about being a rebel like you. I asked Frank what was up, like if you two were an item, or what. He just laughed. He said you werent exactly going to be anybodys girlfriend for a while. I asked why, wasnt he going to write you? He said something about you not being Eloise. I didnt get it. Sometimes Frank says some weird stuff. Anyway, I guess I better go. I have to study for my finals. Mr. OSheas class is being taught by a substitute now. No one knows whats going to happen. Its all bull----. Kurt End excerpt .Letter 4 Postmark Oxford June 21, 2000 Andrea, You never write back. Ive written you like 10 letters and you never write back. I check the mail every day. I make sure to go out there and check the mail before my mom gets it. If she knew I was writing you, she would freak out. They think they have me under their control. But I know how to get around them. So maybe if you werent writing because you were worried youd get in trouble, dont worry about that. Kurt End excerpt .Letter 5 Postmark Oxford July 2, 2000 Andrea, Remember how I told you Frank said something about Eloise? I looked it up in the library. It wasnt Eloise, it was Heloise. She was a nun and she and a priest fell in love back in the middle ages or something. They didnt ever see each other, just wrote letters. Ive been thinking about you a lot. Spend so much time wondering if youre okay or if youre going to write me. I remember your beautiful face. I think about the work you were doing and how brave you are. You really changed my life. I feel like nothing will ever be the same. I think Im falling in love with you. Kurt End excerpt Letter 6 Postmark Oxford July 6, 2000 Andrea, I hope my last letter didnt freak you out. Maybe you think Im weird to love you when you dont write back, when we didnt really talk that much before all this stuff happened. But we have to much to share together! I swear if we could only talk, youd see how much we have in common. Were both fighters. Were both individualists. Different from everyone else. Sometimes I think youre the only person who I could really talk to. Who would understand what I think. And youre so beautiful! Not pretty like a movie actress or all the cheerleaders at school I can remember how your forehead would crinkle when you were thinking and how you would laugh. Remember one time we ordered Chinese and we all ate together just before opening night? I remember you slurping noodles. You were beautiful even then. I wish I could help you escape from jail. We could run away from all this bull---- and be together. Kurt End excerpt Letter 7 Postmark Oxford Aug. 3, 2000 Andrea, I dont get you. Why didnt you want to see me? If you would only talk with me, youd see were meant for each other. Even if you think Im a total weirdo, I dont understand why you couldnt just see me and tell me to my face. Are you a coward? I always thought you were brave, but maybe youre just a chicken. Maybe thats why you never appealed your case youre a coward.Kurt End excerpt Letter 8 Postmark Oxford Sept. 10, 2000 Andrea, I know its been a while since I wrote. Im sorry about what I said in the last letter about being a coward. I was just upset. I didnt know what I was saying, I was so upset. I was suspended from school today for smoking in the parking lot. My parents are totally freaking out because Im off the team and itll all look so bad on my college application. Theyre totally overreacting. But none of that bull---- matters any more. What matters is freedom, making money and being out on my own and having total freedom. I know you would understand. I still wish you would write me. If you wrote me we could be like that nun and priest. We could share our ideas in letters and when you got out of jail we could be together. It would be like we knew each other already for years. Please write me. Kurt End excerpt Letter 9 Postmark Oxford Sept. 19, 2000 Andrea, You still havent written me. Im beginning to wonder about you. Maybe that letter I wrote saying you were a coward was right. Maybe youre afraid of me. Or maybe youre afraid of people like my parents freaking out about the two of us. Or that well be caught and youll have to go back to jail. What happened to you? You used to be brave. I used to admire you. I thought I wanted to be like you. But you dont have any balls. Im stuck dealing with all kinds of heavy s---, losing my place on the team and not going to college and all that and you dont give a f---. You wont even write two words to say you care. I thought I wanted to be a rebel. But now I see I let it all slip away. And in a way its your fault I looked up to you and wanted to impress you. Maybe my parents were right youre a bad influence. I would never write this to you if I thought you cared. But I know you probably burn these without reading them or some other bull----. So Ill go ahead and say what I want and I know it will never get back to them or anyone. You ruined my life. I cant believe I wasted my time writing you. Kurt. End excerpt Letter 10 Postmark Oxford January 10, 2001 Andrea, I made a New Years resolution to give everyone a second chance, so here I am writing you. Dont get me wrong. I dont have much to say to my parents. Their religious bull---- and materialism totally turns me off. Sometimes I cant believe I ever looked up to them. I used to look up to you, too. I dont any more. I dont know what I am. Im trying not to be mad or sad, just to think about it, all the bull---- that went down and what it all means. For now, thats really all I can say. I hope youre OK. Kurt End excerpt |
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